მე ვარ

davibade ama qveynis erT mxareSi, sadac adamianebs narCenebis nagavze yrian… magram mxolod iq ara .

pirveli iyo sunTqva Cemi tragizmiT savse cremliani tirili, cxovrba dRemde mixsnis mizezebs amis…

da pirveli sakvebi, raom vigeme am qveyanaze, sakuTari dedis Seufasebeli energiidan gamowuruli oqros rZe iyo… dRemde daveZeb mis wveTebs Cems sxeulsa da sulSi, damijereT, erT wveTsac versad vagneb… nuTu odesme Sevagroveb imdens, rom an dedas davubruno, an sxvas vinmes mivce…

pirveli Secodeba iyo, gzakvali avurie mSoblebs cxovrebis, RamiT ar vaZinebdi, umizizod vtirodi…

pirveli iyo nabiji araswori, dacemisTvis ganwiruli…

pirveli iyo sityva, dRes rom veRar milamazebs cxovrebas, radagn gaveqeci dedas frTebidan, raTa Tavi mepova da uwesrigobis qaosSi ki davikarge…

pirveli iyo gaRimeba, ar vici visTvis, magram ueWveli iqneboda rame uazro…

pirquSma zamTarma mSoba, roca ar vinebe gazafxulis Sviloba da amitomac dasdevs muqi Cems cxovrebas…

vaRiareb, Cemis Sobis Semdeg veli gazafxuls, romelic ager ukve meoTxedi saukunea modis kidec, adre Tu gvian, magram TiTqos CemTvis ara…

dasta furclebiviT moigragnebian Savi Rrublebi, maTs vnebian Widils dascdeba mWeqare kvnesa da wvima gazafxulisa, me ki qolga yovelTvis Sin mrCeba…

aprilis yvavilobas unda veSvi dedas da zamTris yvaviloba varCie… ise araferi Slis nakvalevs, rogorc mZime Tovli… da Tovli iqneba Cemsas rom dafaravs… vidre uamindobiT gaCenil ormos Cemis nakvalevisa wamoscdeba uxeSi Sorisdebuli eeeeee! mere nagviT amoavsebs ormos TviTmarqvia mesaflave da zemodan gamxmar foTlebs daayris…

27.02.2010

გულის ხმამ იგულისხმა...

ქვეყანას დაღუპავს შენი თქმული: @,,@მე არ მეხება,, , ,,მე არ მაწყობს,, , ,,მე არ მინდოდა,,

მორის ფოცხიშვილი

`gulisxmoba~, `niSnismogeba~ da `me Cemi gasakeTebeli gavakeTe da~ - erTi tyispira qalaqis quCebs hqmeviaT odesRac!..(dResac hqviaT, ratomac ara…)

    qalaqis quCebs, wyobad rom misedevdnen erTurTs, kidev hqmeviaT: me ar maRelvebs, me ar mexeba, me ara brali mimiZRvis ra, me ar mitkenia, me ar miwyenia, ar momiparavs, RmerTma damifaros gavvikiTxavde, magram, aba rodis SemSurebia? me ar Semixedavs bilwi guliT, me ar vityuebi, `qveynad ori tipis saxlebia: ugemovnoni, uvicni, miuxvedrelni, did-pativis moyvarulni, adamianebisa da sagnebis Semgrovebelni, sarkeSi mayurebelni, Tavmomwoneni, me yvelas vjobnivarni, me yvelasi mesmisni, me aravis vtkenni~ da sxva mravalni da me-saxli, Tavisi sruli aRmatebulebiT da keTilSobilebiT. Semdegi misamarTiT: tyispira qalaqi, quCa me, saxli me nomeri erTi. me saxlSi vcxovrob me, magram gulisxmobis quCis mcxovrebni ciliswamebis Cixis waqezebis Sesaxvevis binadarTa xelmoweriT `ugemovnoTa, uvicTa… me aravis mtkenTa ~ saxlis mcxovrebad mTvlian.

    Wreli afenia xaliCebi qalaqSi aivnebs Semdegi ferebiT: CemTvis samegobrod martivi adamiania, magram xaTrs ra vuyo; uWirs da epatieba; sanam  me ar miSavebs, TavSic qva uxlia; Cemgan Sors Tavisi binZuri xelebiT, Torem cxvari cxvaria; TevziviT saTqmeli bevri maqvs, magram piri wyliT maqvs savse; aseve, me ar vindomeb, Torem yvelas Tavis adgils mivuCendi; es megobaric rom davkargo, mere Cemze ras ityvian; kidev  erTi msgavsi feri: amitom jobia misgan is wixli avitano, ase rom mtkens, magram tkivili male gaivlis da wyeniT viris wixli ar unda gewyinos. kidev vin icis ra ferebi da arSiad Semovlebuli dasturi namdvilobisa da damowmebis quCis mcxovrebTa daskvniTi furceli ukana mxares:

    xaliCa, Wreli.

    Seqmnis TariRi: ucnobi.

Semqmneli: savaraudod, gonieri adamiani.

uzomo, anu yvela zomaze midis.

garecxviT, ganiavebiT ziandeba.

Semdegi saxeobis matlebi: siwminde, gatana, atana, moTmena, daTmena, Tavmdabloba, gulwrfeloba da msgavsi mavne Wia-Rua ar ekarebian!

ar iyideba!

magram siamovnebiT agiWriT magaliTisTvis, mainc regeneraciis unari aqvs da ara Seetyoba ra!..

magram `gulisxmobas~ mainc Seuferi SerCa arsi!..

nagulisxmevi mainc sxva ram iyo!..

28.11.2012 weli